``GUILTY``

Ilginctir ki dogumgunum de listemdeki sarkilardan bunun kaldigini gordum.Evet bugun bir yas daha yaslandim. Eskiden ozel bir gun olarak goruyordum ama zamanla artik cok fazla bir anlam ifade etmemeye basladi .Sonucta dogumgunumu yanliz kutlayacak halim yok.

Kendimi suclu hissettigim bir cok sey var ama en onemlisi de kendimi bu kadar yanliz birakan kararlarim.

Dun kotu bir gun gecirdim . Gercekten halsiz ve yorgundum. Aksama kadar uyudum ama ancak kendime geldim.Bugun ise aynen devam yatmaya ve uyumaya.

Zamanin durdugu bir donemdeyim. Aslinda tum hiziyla akip geciyor ama benim icin sanki durmus gibi.

Tekrardan ulkeme donup ,yeni ve duzenli bir hayat kuracagim gunleri bekliyorum.

GUILTY `` THE RASMUS``

I feel guilty
My words are empty
No signs to give you
Don't have the time for you

You say I'm heartless
And you say I don't care
I used to be there for you
And you've said i seem so dead
That I have changed, but so have you

Guilty....
Guilty I feel so empty...
Empty...
You know how to make me feel

I put a shield upon you
Didn't mean to hurt you
I would have only poisoned your mind
Never meant to make you cry

You've been so thoughtless
I can see right through you
You used to be there for me
Don't you leave say goodbye
Cause you have changed but so have I

Guilty....
Guilty I feel so empty...
Empty...
You know how to make me feel

I never thought that the time and the distance between us made you so much colder
I'll carry the world on my shoulders

Guilty....
You know how to make me feel