25 Ağustos 2011 Perşembe 0 yorum

COOL!


Herkesin hayatin gecmiste kalan asklari , iliskileri vardir mutlaka.  Bazilari unutulmaz , bazilariysa tamamen hafizamizdan silinenlerdir. Ben unutulmaz olanlardan bahsetmeyi yegliyorum. Kisa ya da uzun bir iliski olsun , en guzeli , hersey bittikten sonra dahi gorusmeye ve konusmaya devam edebilmek sanirim. Benim hayatimda boyle birisi var. Arada mesafe de olsa , 2 sene umutla baglandigim , asik oldugum insanla simdi iki iyi arkadasiz ve her firsatta gorusuyoruz. Tabi kolay bir durum degil, iki tarafin da gercekleri kabul etmis ve iki arkadastan ote olunmadiginin bilincinde olmasi lazim. Ki benim durumumda bu ikimiz icin de net. Yasanan onca seye ragmen hala oturup , sohbet etmek , gezmek , tatil yapmak gercekten cok hos. Yeri geliyor hayatimiza yeni giren insanlari tanistiriyoruz , yeni sevgili adaylarimizdan bahsediyoruz vs . vs....
Kara kapli defter ex lerle dolu. Eski arkadaslar , eski sevgililer, eski one night stand body ler ... Hepsinin de ortak noktasi , kisa ya da uzun belli surenin paylasilmasi ve bu an da yasanan hazlar. Bu demek degil ki , hic konusmayip aylar yillar sonra arayip sormalar olacak. Eger ki irtibat bir sekilde olacaksa , bir sekilde bir bag olmali. Aksi takdirde bir insanla ne arkadas kalinabilir ne de baska birsey olabilir.
Kanimca , ozel oldugunu inandigimiz tum insanlari hayatimizda bir sekilde tutmaliyiz ve her firsatta gorusulmeli. 
Hayat  paylasildikca guzeldir......


COOL `` GWEN STEFANI``
It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things, get more comfortable
Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown, oh
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

Yeah, I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles
And now we're hanging out with your new boyfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

I know we're cool,


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CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE


Tam da herseye yeni basladim derken , gecmis bazen insanin suratina gercekleri carpiyor. Unuttugumuzu sandigimiz seyler biz nereye gidersek pesimizden geliyor. Unuttuk desek de aklimizin ucra koselerinde sakli duruyor. En olmadik zamanda da su yuzune cikabiliyor.
Hafizamdan sildigim kisilerle birlikte , o zaman zarfinda yasadiklarim da silinip gidiyor. O yuzden yasadigim hayat bana kisa gibi geliyor. Her ne kadar uzun bir zaman dilimi gozukse de , hatirlamak istemedigimiz bir cok aniyi barindiriyor bunyesinde .
Yapmak istedigim , yasamak istedigim o kadar cok sey var ki ... Uygun zamani beklemekle geciyor, belki de yeterince cesaretim yok , istediklerimi yapmak icin. 
Kafamda cevabi olmayan  bircok soruyla yasamaya devam ediyorum. Cozum yine ben de ama sanirim yeterince caba gostermiyorum.
Herseyin diledigimiz gibi olmasi dilegiyle


CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE `` A1``
You said that love was just a state of mind
A puzzle made of pieces you can't find
And for me you never really had the time
I was blind.

And everything that you meant to me
Is written in the pages of my history
But it's over now as far as i can see
Suddenly

Things are so different now you're gone
I thought it'd be easy i was wrong
And now i'm caught
And now, i'm caught in the middle
Even though i'm with someone new
All i can think about is you
And now i'm caught
And now, i'm caught in the middle

Moving on he brings me brighter days
Thoughts of you are in my mind always
Like a memory that i can't erase
It's here to stay

Things are so different now you're gone
I thought it'd be easy i was wrong
And now i'm caught
And now, i'm caught in the middle
Even though i'm with someone new
All i can think about is you
And now i'm caught
And now, i'm caught in the middle

So different
it's so different)
So easy
so easy)
But i can't get over you
i can't get over you)
So different
it's so different)
So easy
so easy) But i can't get over you


24 Ağustos 2011 Çarşamba 0 yorum

EVERYBODY IS CHANGING

 Serin siradan bir aksam ustu...Yemegimi yedim ve sarabimla birlikte dinleniyorum iste.
Zamanla birlikte degisiyorum.Ozumuz ayni kaliyor ama hayattaki durusum ilerleyen yasimla birlikte degisiyor. Her anlamda sosyal olan ben giderek sanki icime kapaniyorum.Oyunda kalmak icin.Unutmak bazen ise yariyor ama hayatimdan sildigim bazi seyler ben de birseyleri goturuyor.
Hatirlamiyorum ben kimim , neyim ..... Umarim kim oldugumu hatirlatacak , eski neseme kavusturacak biri cikar karsima

EVERYBODY IS CHANGING`` KEANE``
You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking

And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time

Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here

Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time

Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time

Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

Everybody's changing

And I don't feel the same
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EVERYBODY IS CHANGING`` KEANE``
You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

Everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
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SWEET ESCAPE


Kisa da olsa kacamak yapmak harika olurdu.Bazen insan istiyor ki , onunde sihirli bir kapi acilsin ve o kapidan gectigimiz zaman bizi istedigimiz yere gotursun. Aslinda hayatimizda verdigimi bazi kararlar bahsettigim kapi gibi . Yani sectigimiz yollar bizi farkli yonlere goturebiliyor. Su an bulundugum yere  gelecegim seneler once aklima bile gelmezdi ama su an burdayim ve calisiyorum.
Sanirim insan bazen siradan hayatinda biraz degisiklik yapip , kendini tazeleme istiyor. Bu kacamaklar kendime gelmemde yardimci oluyor.
Neden bilmiyorum , sanki hayatim deja vu larla orulu. Ayni seyleri tekrar tekrar yasiyorum . Bu siradanliktan kurtulmanin yolu da yanlizliktan siyrilarak olacak sanirim. Hayati anlamli kilan seylerden birisi de o hayati kimle paylastigimiza bagli .

Her animizin guzel surprizlerle dolu olmasi dilegiyle.
SWEET ESCAPE `` GWEN STEFANI``
If I could escape I would but,
First of all, let me say
I must apologize for acting stank & treating you this way
Cause I’ve been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It’s your fault you didn’t shut the refrigerator
Maybe that’s the reason I’ve been acting so cold?

If I could escape & recreate a place that’s my own world
& I could be your favourite boy (forever), Perfectly together
Tell me boy now wouldn’t that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet, I know I’ve been a real bad boy (I’ll try to change)
I didn’t mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better, Tell me boy wouldn’t that be sweet? (sweet escape)

I want to get away, to our sweet escape
I want to get away
You held me down, I’m at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out, I need to get me out of this joint
Come on let’s bounce, counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around, let’s look for some common ground
So baby, times get a little crazy
I’ve been gettin’ a little lazy, waitin’ on you to come save me
I can see that you’re angry by the way that you treat me
Hopefully you don’t leave me, wanna take you with me

If I could escape & recreate a place that’s my own world
& I could be your favourite boy (forever), Perfectly together
& tell me boy now wouldn’t that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet (sorry boy)
I know I’ve been a real bad boy (I’ll try to change)
I didn’t mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better
& tell me boy now wouldn’t that be sweet? (sweet escape)

23 Ağustos 2011 Salı 0 yorum

``JUST THE WAY YOU ARE ``

Sevdigim sarkilarin sozlerini arada yazilarima eklemeye karar verdim. Sozleri ve ifade ettigi seyler hosuma gidiyor. Bazen de duygularimi cok iyi ifade edebiliyorlar. 
Bugun ki paylasacagim sarki Barry White`` just the way you are ```

``I never take anything for granted
Only a fool maybe takes things for granted
Just because it's here today
It can be gone tomorrow
And that's one thing that you
Never in your life ever have to worry about me
If I'll ever change towards you because
Baby I love you
Yeah I love you
Just the way... You are...

Don't go changing, trying to please me
You never let me down before
I don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I would not leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are

Don't go trying some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care

I don't want clever conversation
I don't want to work that hard
I just want some someone to talk to
I want you just the way you are.

I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew
What will it take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you.

I said I love you and that's forever
And this I promise from my heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are.``

Degisen dunyamizda iliskiler de daha karmasik bir hal aldi.Kim kimi ne icin istiyor , iliskiler neye bagli olarak yuruyor.... Bir iliski de kendimizi ne kadar ifade edebiliyoruz veya partnerimiz bizi oldugumuz gibi kabul edebiliyor mu! Insanlar nedense kafasinda belirledigi kaliplara sigdirmaya calisiyor partnerini. Oysa ki bizi biz yapan kisiligimiz , hal ve hareketlerimiz degil mi! 
Vel hasil ,  bence bir iliski , iki tarafin da kendini en acik ve net sekilde ifade edip , anlatabildigi ve bu haliyle kabul ettigi durumlarda mukemmele yaklasabilir.
Sanirim hayatimizdaki en buyuk tabu , onyargilarimizla olusturdugumuz dusunceler. 
Tabiki hayatin akisi ve gelisimi ile degisecegiz ama surasi kesin ki insanin ozu hic bir zaman degismez .Iste bu oz bizi `` biz `` yapan seyler, 
Bir oz elestiri de yapmak gerekirse , yanliz olmamin bir sebebi de ozgurlugume duskun olmam ve baskasinin hayatima mudahale etmesini engellemek. Halbuki bir partnerin eksikligini o kadar cok hissediyorum ki , bu dusuncemin bana verdigi zararlari hayal bile edemezsiniz. Kuflu bir magarada curuyormusum gibi hissediyorum.
Ayrica bence iliskilerde odaklanilmasi gereken, verilen tavizlerden ziyade, ortak yasanilan anlardan alinan zevkler olmali.
Belki bir gun tum bunlari yuzyuze konusabilecegim , dusuncelerimi paylasacagim ve beni gercekten anlayan biriyle yasama sansim olur :)
bilmem ki........ 
 
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